name ;; Christina but I commonly go by Krys
age ;; seventeen.
interests ;; writing. I make collages on my walls of pictures of places I've been and people I've met and sometimes, not met. music. stars. knowledge. I love watching people and how they interact- why they act the way that they do. challenges. new ideas. the color red. superheroes. making people laugh. beauty.
the bad picture matches the bad poem below. I hate having acne and not being able to do anything about it. I just got my hair did... ha ha! Ebonics.
what inspires you? When I see beauty in something, it inspires me. It has to be immense. I have to feel a complete urge to write. Or else it’s useless, meaningless writing.
what are you most afraid of and why? I’m most afraid of dying alone, unloved and worthless- not having done anything with my life. I’m afraid of not leaving an imprint of my soul on the world.
what is your biggest fault? I anger too quickly. My emotions are often too deep for reasoning. I feel things without meaning to. My feelings aren’t deliberate and sometimes, unjustified. I’m bipolar. I often don’t understand why I feel the way I do- but I feel it with such deep certainty.
what is your greatest quality? I have two. Beat that. So narcissistic. I love completely. & I’m incredibly determined- stubborn.
what's the worst thing you've ever done to someone? I cheated on a boy I was deeply in love with twice. But I’m with the boy I cheated on him with because things didn’t work out. Restraining orders and runaway lovers… didn’t work out. I haven’t cheated on this boy once. I never in my life thought I would be so selfish and heartless to cheat on someone I loved but I understand now the greater purpose in it. It was to be with who I am now and to have to knowledge I have now.
what can you bring to this community? I made it. I promote it. But that’s not the point. I can bring a sense of style unlike others. I can bring encouragement and new ideas. I can bring new backgrounds like the one I just made. I’m extremely in love with it. Please tell me your opinions. I'd love to hear them. If you don’t like it- I’m sure we can all agree on something. p.s. I made a member's list, so check that out, too. It's where the website is supposed to be- just click on it. If you want to, I guess.
who is your favorite person and why? I have three favorite people. & I can do that because I’m allowed to break the rules. I made them. I sound so prideful but I guess I can do that at 4:45 in the morning. My first favorite person is Stephanie. She is the most beautiful person I have never met. I feel connected to her in a way that cannot be explained with words. The only word that comes remotely close is soulmate. My second favorite person is my boyfriend who goes by goose. Stupid nickname. I enjoy his company thoroughly. He is my best friend and lover. My third favorite person is Denna. She has been my best friend since third grade. We even have the same last name. If I ever needed anything- she would drop everything and help no matter what. She has the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever met.
who is your favorite writer and why? e.e. cummings He is able to convey emotions and happenstances in a sense of exquisiteness unsurpassed by all. I cannot read his writing without feeling the sensuality of his words.
Tell me one thing you want me to know. There is nothing worse to me than being generic. I want to make people feel intense emotions. I want them to scream, cry, touch, taste, feel my poetry, my prose. I want to be remembered for the creative soul that I am- for my soul and not all the stupid things I’ve done.
these breasts, hips, thighs, and lips
are all yours
we are nothing but movements- passing sequences
of forgotten reality.
two sudden, though, delicate sighs echo causing broken moments in time.
the subtle nature of a now separated body
demands a subdued afterthought
while the lingering of excitement fades quickly
to affection, passion and love leisurely expressed in soft caresses beneath sticky bed sheets.